I believe I can see the future, Cause I repeat the same routine
It’s incredibly troubling to come to the conclusion that you’re a self-destructive person who is slowly killing themselves with shitty lifestyle choices. I’m both emotionally and physically drained and need to remind myself to push forward no mater how much I find myself right back at the starting line.
I’m a single, overweight 31-year-old male with self-esteem issues deeply rooted in my personal identity and a lack of any athletic ability that made it easy for me to atrophy into my current state. So I started a ‘Couch to 5K’ program, even if it’s just a computer, maybe having some prompts keep me honest allow me to see changes in my abilities so I don’t lose motivation.
Or maybe I’m just going to die in my 40’s, unfulfilled and empty with ultimately only myself to blame.
First world angst is so fucking absurd.
Weigh In: 242.2 LBS